A Gentle Reminder to Rejoice Pregnancy
I’ll never forget being 7 weeks pregnant with my third son when a friend of mine gently and lovingly reminded me that I needed to rejoice in my pregnancy. I will be honest, I did not take it well. When she asked me how I was feeling and I responded that I felt horrible, she looked at me and said, “Well try and keep a good attitude about it. Because you are blessed.”
Barely able to step foot near food without gagging, I fought bouts of puking every other hour. I felt so exhausted and desperate as I struggled through my work day. I did not want to be told how lucky I was; instead I wanted empathy for how sick I felt. But I have to admit, I couldn’t stop thinking about her words for the following few weeks. Little did I know, my friend’s sister had just lost her second baby to miscarriage.
Finding Joy in Pregnancy (Even When It’s Hard)
When I am pregnant, I like to kid that the one and only thing I enjoy about being pregnant is that I get a baby. And that and that alone is what brings me joy when I am fighting nausea during the first part of my pregnancies. And swollen and unrecognizable in the latter half. While some women feel beautiful and glowing while pregnant, I feel the complete opposite. I gain tons of weight, experience back pain and have a whole slew of other unpleasant symptoms that I will leave to your imagination. But they are not glamorous. And they make it very hard to rejoice in my pregnancy.
However, I’m also aware that my pregnancy trials are nothing compared to some of my friends and acquaintances’ experiences. I’ve had friends who threw up every day until delivery. Friends that lost 35 pounds due to extreme nausea. Girlfriends that were hospitalized to receive IVs because of their dehydration from illness. And friends who were on bedrest from 14 weeks on while trying to raise other children.
These stories and experiences are proof that pregnancy can be incredibly trying and arduous for many women. And it seems unfair to tell these women to be grateful when they are sick in the hospital receiving IV fluids. But this brings up two important questions for women to consider from both sides of the pregnancy experience.
Questions to Consider
- Does a women verbalizing the difficulty of her pregnancy unknowingly disrespect those who so desire to be in her same shoes?
- And if it does, it is right for this woman to feel guilty when she admits she is not enjoying her pregnancy?
It seems many women wanting to get pregnant and struggling to do so find it hard to be around pregnant women let alone those who are struggling to rejoice in their pregnancy. And while a pregnant woman may assume she knows whom she can complain to, it seems many women experiencing infertility are staying silent about their struggle but grieving nonetheless.
So “What is the best way for a mom to rejoice in her blessing, acknowledge her difficulties without guilt but be sensitive to those who want to be pregnant around her?” Well I think remembering the experience of those on the other side is the best place to start.
Your Experiences Don’t Always Match Others’
First, do not assume the woman you are talking to does not want a baby herself. However, do not feel that saying you are having a hard time means you are not grateful or that you should know she is trying to conceive. You are not a mind reader.
Your Struggle Has an End in Sight
Secondly, remember you have a right to acknowledge your pain too. But in doing that, try to keep gratitude close by when at all possible. Because while pregnancy may have a set amount of time of uncomfortable symptoms, there is an end in sight that gives you a BABY! But with infertility and miscarriage, there is no end in sight to the pain or understanding to the struggle they are experiencing. And that reality is hard.
For strength in staying positive while feeling so sick, I recommend separating out your symptoms from your baby. Simple statements like, “I feel sick, but I know that my sickness means a baby is growing inside of me.” Or “I feel fat, but I’m grateful my body is making room for the new life inside of me.” These statements are helpful in keeping you positive as you find yourself over the toilet each morning or night.
The more we train our mind to think positive thoughts, the more we begin to feel them! And that can help when we are feeling less than in love with our pregnant selves.