Life with an almost three-year-old is fun. It’s also a little maddening. I have come to the (should have been obvious) conclusion that just because my three-year-old can walk and talk and is starting to learn to dress herself (albeit questionably) and show genuine interest in the “big kid potty” — doesn’t mean she understands anything I try to (logically) explain to her in my inside voice. Our days are currently filled with about a million mini meltdowns — embarrassingly, for both toddler AND mom.
Here Are Just a Few Reasons My Toddler Lost It Today
Toddlers are unpredictable, dramatic, and somehow hilarious all at once. Here’s a snapshot of just one day in our household chaos.
1. Her pants were “too pants-y.” A dress it is.
2. She didn’t want to wear tennis shoes to school. She wanted to wear her gold sandals AGAIN. Duh, mom. Even though the temperatures (finally) dipped below 70 degrees, so obviously fall weather.
3. Because I suck at brushing hair. Apparently.
4. I put a bow on her ponytail. Not going to happen.
5. I won’t let her eat Halloween candy for breakfast. Sorry, little one, but Halloween candy is not a healthy breakfast.
6. Because we needed to leave to get to school on time
7. She insisted she needed to use the bathroom (she isn’t even potty trained) before we could leave the house, and I said no.
8. She didn’t want to sit in her car seat.
9. I required her to be buckled into the car seat.
10. She didn’t like the song on the radio.
11. She didn’t like me singing along with the radio because every song “is her song.”
12. Because I wouldn’t roll down her window in the car (It was raining.)
13. When I asked her to get out of the car once we arrived at school. I had to crawl back into the SUV and drag her out, kicking and screaming as all the other preschool parents looked on — some understanding, some disapproving. Not embarrassing AT ALL.
14. When she refused to hold my hand in the parking lot. She then made me chase her down (with an infant and a four-year-old in tow). I hollered, “When I catch you, you’re in big trouble!” Again with the disapproving looks.
15. We had to first drop her big sister off at her classroom. Not acceptable. (Usually, it’s a fight about who will unpack big sister’s backpack—every d*mn day.)
16. Because she tripped over one unsuspecting kid or ran into a wall as she was running the whole way to her classroom. I walk briskly behind her with a “guys, I give up” look on my face.
17. When I told her we didn’t need to make a pit stop in the front office.
18. I told her we didn’t have time to say hello to every fish in the hallway fish tank.
19. When I picked her up from MDO, I wouldn’t bring her nap mat home. I explained that I washed it over the weekend, and it was only Monday. This explanation does not suffice.
20. Because she has to sit in her car seat…again.
21. Because there is a “no food in the new car” rule (except for true emergencies). Why can’t she eat her leftover snack?
22. When I tell her that I don’t want the entire house “redecorated.” No, I don’t want all the trash taken out of the trash can. Nope, I don’t need help folding the laundry. Sorry, boo, the food in the pantry needs to stay put. Hashtag, all the screaming
23. Because she had to eat dinner in her high chair (She eats all of her meals in her high chair.)
24. When I explained that I would not be reading 25 books before bedtime
25. When we turned out the lights in her room and left because we didn’t give her a 12th hug and kiss goodnight
I could lie and say I handle every tantrum easily and gracefully, but that’s not reality. When an outburst begins, I take a deep breath and try to calm my toddler with patience and reason. But when all else fails—like any other exhausted mom with three little ones—I sometimes resort to yelling or threatening consequences. Once I’ve calmed down, I always apologize and try again with a reasonable conversation about her behavior. I’m not perfect, but I try.
I know I have a short fuse, and I’m working on it. But I’m also not above rewarding myself for surviving another day of motherhood. Sometimes, that means a participation trophy in the form of a “well, it could’ve been worse” glass of wine. After all, toddlers and their moms aren’t all that different—a little positive reinforcement goes a long way.
