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7 Things I Swore I’d Never Do As a Parent

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As a young woman, I wasn’t sure whether I wanted to have kids or not. I have never been overly maternal and unless I met someone who was really gung ho about kids, I felt a bit ambiguous about the whole thing. And then I met someone. And he was definitely gung ho about kids. It probably had a lot to do with the fact that he was just a giant child himself. But my future husband made it clear right away that he wanted to be a dad someday. So my decision was made—we started our family two years after we were married. And my husband was an amazing father. But during those years before becoming a mother, I… Read More

As a young woman, I wasn’t sure whether I wanted to have kids or not. I have never been overly maternal and unless I met someone who was really gung ho about kids, I felt a bit ambiguous about the whole thing.

And then I met someone. And he was definitely gung ho about kids. It probably had a lot to do with the fact that he was just a giant child himself. But my future husband made it clear right away that he wanted to be a dad someday. So my decision was made—we started our family two years after we were married. And my husband was an amazing father.

But during those years before becoming a mother, I had some very strong opinions about things I definitely would never do as a parent. Funny how non-parents always think they know how they will parent, isn’t it? We’ve all been there, I’m sure. I also find it funny how, as non-parents, we have this list of things we’ll never do and we always end up doing them. The universe has a funny way of humbling people, doesn’t it?

7 Things I Said I’d Never Do As a Parent . . . But Did

1. Screen Time

When I was pregnant with my first, I read all the studies about how screen time was bad for kids before age two. I swore I would never let my kids sit in front of a T.V. or play with a tablet before the age of two. And after the age of two, screen time would be extremely limited.

And then I had a baby. Suddenly, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse didn’t seem so bad for my 15-month-old. Especially since I could fold the laundry, or eat lunch, or clean the kitchen in that time she was blissfully engaged in her show. Then I had another baby. Suddenly, playing ABC Mouse on an old iPad didn’t seem so terrible. She’s learning her ABC’s! Look how smart she is!

Now my kids are older and know how to work the remote control and the iPads better than I do. I do limit their screen time, however. At least I stayed true to that promise to myself!

2. Junk Food

Before I had kids I swore I would feed them nothing but organic, homemade food and snacks. I even went so far as to buy the biggest, baddest baby food maker and all the accessories. My baby food making days lasted one whole week. After that nonsense, I took the “easy” way out and implemented baby-led weaning (it’s actually the best method for introducing solids, in my opinion).

As my kids got older and wanted to try new things, I still felt very strongly about making sure not to give them processed food of any kind. But then, I caved and gave them graham cracker cookies. And once I was on the slippery slope of easy, grab-and-go, junk food, there was no going back.

I still do my very best to make sure my kids are eating healthy, well-balanced, whole foods-based meals. But I am not ashamed to say my freezer is full of nuggets and my pantry is loaded with granola bars. The organic kind, of course.

3. Co-Sleep

As a pre-parent, I swore I would never let my kids sleep in my bed. But then I had my first baby and decided to exclusively breastfeed. We set up a little bassinette and a glider in a corner of our bedroom and the plan was to just get up and feed her when she needed to nurse. But, because karma is a you-know-what, my daughter ended up being very colicky for three months (sorry, mom!). So there was absolutely no sleeping going on for me if I got out of bed to soothe her every time she cried.

Very shortly after she was born, we admitted defeat and moved her into our bed where she stayed for the next 14 months. Yes, fourteen long, tiring months of co-sleeping. I want to tell you that we loved it. I want to tell you I changed my mind about co-sleeping and we didn’t want it to end. But I would be lying. We co-slept until such a time that I thought I would lose my mind from lack of sleeping comfortably. And then it was time to transition her to a crib in her own room.

With my son, we only co-slept for about six months before he transitioned to his crib in his room. So while I reneged on my commitment to “never” co-sleep, we did only do it for a short(ish) period of time. I can say that once my kids were in their own rooms, they have been very good independent sleepers. And it made a world of difference in my ability to get quality sleep, too!

4. Let Myself Go

It’s hard to admit this. Before I had kids, I swore I’d never “let myself go.” I even remember silently judging some of my friends who had started having kids and looked a bit worse for wear. In my naivete, I wondered, “How hard could it be to get back into shape after having a baby?!”

Well. I got to learn that lesson the hard way. I had gestational diabetes with my first baby and gained a whopping 70 pounds. Then after she was born, it just didn’t want to come off. I struggled to lose any weight at all. And I was so utterly exhausted from sleep deprivation that I just didn’t care what I looked like anymore. It took a huge slice of humble pie for me to realize that, yes, getting back in shape after having a baby can be very difficult. And I learned to be far less judgy toward my fellow mamas.

5. Yell

This one is also hard to admit because it makes me feel like a terrible parent. I never wanted to be the kind of mom that yelled at her kids. I wanted to be the kind of mom that used a gentle voice and found the magic solution to reasoning with irrational toddlers. Surely, I thought, I can find a way to parent without yelling at my children. But as my kids started getting older, and more opinionated, and rebellious, and whiny, and all the things kids do that trigger a worn-out mama, I found myself yelling.

It’s not something I’m proud of. And it’s not something I want to continue. But I am a yeller and it is going to take some work for me to find a way not to be. I try not to be too hard on myself; there are far worse things than yelling at my kids to PUT ON YOUR SHOES AND GET IN THE CAR! I try to give myself grace, but at the same time, I strive to break the habit of yelling.

6. Bribe With Food

Once, when I was young and hadn’t the first clue about the world of parenting, I witnessed a harried mom bribe her child to stop throwing a tantrum by offering him an ice cream treat. “I’ll never do that,” I thought. “She should just get her kid to obey her.”

I can hear all of you laughing at my naïve former self. Go ahead. I deserve it. I laugh at my old self on the daily. Anyway, after seeing that poor mama bribe her kid with food I swore I’d never do it. And yet, I have caught myself telling my children, “If you behave in Target, I’ll buy you a cake pop at the Starbucks on the way out.”

Listen. It works. And while I’m sure there are many psychological reasons why it’s the wrong way to get my kids to behave in Target, I don’t care. Cake pops save my sanity. So there.

7. Spoil Them

Before I had kids I swore I would never spoil my children. I’d never buy them something just because they wanted it. I’d never buy them any presents outside their birthday or Christmas. I didn’t want my kids to grow up entitled and selfish.

Unfortunately, I didn’t take into account that one of my love languages is gift-giving. I literally show people I love them by giving gifts. It is a legitimate love language, but it can also be a problem. My husband had to have a “talk” with me about my propensity for buying things for the kids randomly, and he was right. I have had to find other, more financially responsible ways of showing my kids how much I love them. And while I’ll always have the urge to spoil them, despite having sworn I never would, I am learning to find other ways to shower them with love.

Before we are parents, we have wonderfully ideal fantasies about how we are going to “do it right.” It isn’t until after we’ve actually become parents that we realize there is no right or wrong way to parent. And we learn to be careful with the words, “I’ll never do…” because the universe has an uncanny way of making us eat our words later!

What are some things you said you’d never do as a parent? Have you found yourself eating your words?